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adversity

    Weshouldnot,inthemeanwhile,betoophlegmaticorroseateinanycircumstances

    Since,firstly,letelynoideaorassertiveoallegeaboutanythingsthatwouldhappeniure

    Sedly,everythingthatoccursiimelihetruth

    Anditisnotgoodorbad,itisreal

    ''''''''Truth''''''''isaralnounthatdemonstratesnotendenddefleofpositiveativeimplication

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    unkure

    Difficulttimes,

    Turbulenttimes

    haspassed,hopefully,asIassume

    However,Idon''''''''twanttoadmitthefactthatIdonotknow,atall,everythingthatshapesthefollowingdays,howthefutureofminewilllooklike

    PerhapsI''''''''vebeenthroughsomanyscratchesiawithirreversibleabrasionsandmars

    AndIdon''''''''tdaretothink,toenter,again,thehardship

    SoIchoosetonotfaceitthewayIusedtobefore

    Evehemodeofmylifestyleandmy''''''''things''''''''thatmustbedone

    Toletmevincemyselfbemorerexedandsoothemyrashnessandungainliness

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    ButaremyinternalstateofmindaalstatusreallyassuagedasIsupposed?

    Whatisthehetitleofmylifechapter?"..."times?

    活在幸福中

    我们常常

    活在幸福中信服中、理想中

    却浑然不知而忧虑、忧郁

    有时候甚至以为连梦境都堪b现实

    其实现实世界已经b梦境无论噩梦或一般梦好很多了

    我指的「好」是谓尚顺利的状态

    没有过重的累赘负担、思想紊乱、结绪綑杂

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    或能使人心境躁乱狂烦、惴惴不安、好似厄兆末日来临的喘息困难

    都还算是「好」的至少是平稳祥和的、真实透晰的

    只要没有出现梦境中超乎现实、不可能发生、光怪陆离且荒诞无俚头的情况

    真实世界的纷扰杂语、喧嚣羁绊、红尘俗事皆正常、日常、平常、经常

    每日醒来

    应当感恩

    垂垂梦帘里的一切都没有发生

    Malpositionofattitudeandoccurrence

    Onceyoustarttofeeloptimistic,badthingshappen

    Butifyoutakeeverythingtooseriouslyandpessimisticallyasifyouareasepuldlugubriousbeiively"good"thingsthatrepresentso-calledserendipitousfelicitousness,happen,unfortunately

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    Soyoudecidetorathernotpossessanykiions,impressionsorpredisforthepurposeofnotbeingdisappointedagainandagainwhateverthingsturnoutgoodorbad

    Justdoyourbesttostayranddon''''''''tleanonanyperspectiveofthingsthathappe

    Untilyoueventuallyfinditdifficulttomaintaiitudetowardsthefollowingthings

    It''''''''shardtocatchamodetobeiainstateofmindwhichletsyoufeelheroptimistiorpessimistic

    It''''''''ssimplyimpossibletonotthinkaboutitandgivesubjectiveceptionsaboutthefuturethingsbecauseweiablylookforwardtoforeseeiure,alwaysexplwaystohaveaneweraerlifeallthetimeandwaitforittoe,goodorbad

    Itisfromhumannaturethatwegreedilywantmore,wishtoimprove,evolvetohelpyourselfclimbuptothe,higherlevel

    Ifyoucareinthataspectoflife

    因为无产值就要大改变？

    不要因为错误的小事

    而做出重大的决定

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    也许在那无产值、渡过去会懊悔当初的日子中洗炼熬制

    会想着赶紧在「错误」自己认为的开始产生反应、效果之前

    就先以做出重大决定或开启、另拓创某项计画或事件来弥补弭平该些天自己没有收获、没有生产力甚至因而没有意义的C作

    然这样看似平均分摊产值的额外行为

    长远来看真的能为自己带来更多、更「美好」的硕果吗？

    抑或只是由於一时情绪左右而做出的没有作用、顶多在当下望梅止渴、暂时消解内心饥望的不足？

    是否出於理X、必要、对自我有帮助而行动

    还是只为了解决短期的情绪抒发，没有关连、合乎逻辑事端的自欺欺人的决定？